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Sunday, August 10, 2008
had a strange encounter on the bus..was yelled at for no obvious reason...sian. and i saw yw n icecream og after watching the fireworks. it seems so long since ive watched the fireworks with you..when can we ever go back to the normal days? probably the honeymoon period is over though i really hope that it can stay.
bidding is terribly sian.with me being so suay all the way. when can my luck take a turn?
had i know i'll hear this, i would not have committed so much into it. :( i feel like a fool cos the commitment's not really reciprocated. it hurts so much you know. its like you equating love to friendship. this is not really the kind of acknowledgement i hope to get from my commitment. what can i hope for now. im still clinging on to what i can.
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
met up with soot and we started complaining about life again.hahs.as usual. i havent slack enough!
thought dar will bring me to watch fireworks ytd..but he didnt...:( was kinda disappointed. hope there will be another chance.before uni starts stressing me up.
well suddenly feel really blessed to have people that really care beside me. like jinci who msged me to console me after i msned her that i didnt get my BSP module. and my darling who is always there for me! love you! thanks to all who really care.(:
should i drop my double degree prog? or should i just wait and see? argh.
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bidbidbid
Friday, August 1, 2008
FINALLY. the bidding has ended..we were seriously super outbidded intially la..so couldnt follow our plan. in the end we had a total change of plan. must consider the exam schedules for both sem1 and 2..the lecture schedules..and have to decide what to take..so many modules to choose from..the prerequisites...blah. woah. almost cant breathe. why cant they just allocate to us!!! im really afraid of the business modules...argh.bless me! this 5 yrs gonna be really stressful i guess. i can do it man!
guess i'll need much emotional support from you, dear... thanks for accommodating all this while dear!(:
and to all my friends in chem engin, i need you all to survive uni...especially ling...cos you're my only fren taking chem engin!love you!
persevere i will.
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