Wednesday, December 31, 2008
listening to ys's blog song makes me emo..a new year a new beginning. baby, i shall go fishing soon!*winks.
sometimes it really makes me wonder, how can she possibly forget everything so quickly. is she really that superb.
momo is freaking .... cannot like that!
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
its been so long since i ate so much.my stomach's not gettin used to it. its christmas already. :/ soon my agony's gonna start. sobs.
i want a merry merry christmas. n i chatted with jc till 2am this morning. and im not getting enough sleep. its been so long since i chatted so long on the phone.
LK asked whether i regretted the decision i made 2 yrs ago.he joked that maybe i shd have taken the alternative.but well i dont think i ever regretted.
i was happy.thank you for you.
to my family, beloved friends, and you: merry christmas.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
sometimes it just gets so tiring.:/
can life treat me better?
不喜欢这种生不如死的滋味!
slow down.i dont want to start school.dont want to have sleepless nights over exams.dont want to repeat this process 10 times.i dont want to feel lonely.i dont want to feel as if no one cares.
S.O.S.
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momo.buck up.
2008 hasnt been a good year. hoping for a happier 2009.
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Sunday, December 21, 2008
hello world!
i feel so loved suddenly.(:
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Saturday, December 20, 2008
baby, thanks a lot!(: you made my day. rly envy you lei, always seem so smiley! and ya, i'll be like liru man. i really wish i can. hahas.
ah, jinghan's mom said i lost weight. jan says so too. havent stood on the weighing machine for ages.bahh. but well, took lotsa calories today. and baby, gym! cant be lazy anymore!
its been so long! everybody's busy...zzzz.
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
secondhand serenade's why(:
take that's patience (:
jonas bro's love bug sounds cute!hoho.
taylor swift's love story(:(:
why is time passing so fast.rar.
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Air Liquide international internship programme. sounds totally enticing. to France, Paris. whoa. allowance provided. :/ probably i should take a break from the world? i should sign up yea? i hope i can make it mans. hope it will not be too tough. oh i need a companion too. shucks.
oh no. 23rd dont come! :(
jinsy! thanks loads loads!(: i owe you so much.
and soot sent me 25 minutes. mltr.
After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
I can still hear her say.......
hmm i like their vocals.
and soot sent me
gotta be somebody.nickelback.
You can´t give up!
When you're Lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on realised im starting to be like soot.listening to eng music.hahas.
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Monday, December 15, 2008
suddenly recalled these songs while sorting the stuff on my hp..all time favs (:
coldplay.
fix you.When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Secondhand Serenade
Fall For YouThe best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
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coherence
i think i am getting weird.cant seem to talk coherently. probably because i havent been talking and writing english since my GP paper. this is bad. i cant convey messages across. zzz
jinsy! gym soon! aand..fun soon! winks!
crap. 1 more week to 23rd....I DONT WANT! less than 1 month to what schrodinger equation, what rutherford's backscattering and what programming with matlab. worst of all labs.calorimeter? whats that man.hahas. yea, i like physics but i cant imagine myself doing computing stuff. really. argh. how i wish i can just slack my life away. without worrying about scoring well or not. i dont want to get back to the dog-eat-dog world.
i wish im in 2007. at least im a totally carefree person on 15 dec. happy person. nothing to worry about. nothing to be sad about. hah.
momo has to work hard soon mans.
momo jiayou!
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
"Maybe he had loved her too much, feeling that he was unable to get her close enough; that so long as she remained a separate person, he could get to know her only so well. And because the core of her would always remain elusive, threatening to slip away, he'd switched course and faded away to protect himself from the loss, his voice breaking up, over and out, like a pilot's adrift in space."
-man walks into a room
hmm saw this at pei's blog.hmm nice nice.triggers some thinking huh.
rarr.it took so much courage...i just kept working on it...
jinsy, thanks for being there all the time! its really nice to have people to talk to when you're down, someone to lean on when you're just about to give up, someone to support you in whatever decisions you made, someone to pei you when you're bored. <3! and thanks to wuyue yanru jiahui jm and whoever who really cared. u dun nd to have 100s of friends. a few close ones will suffice.
mayday's 突然好想你 is so nice!
so apt
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Saturday, December 13, 2008
argh. another post for today. how come i seem to be losing interest in shopping le. shop a while then sian diao. hmm probably i never liked it...cos im always restricting myself from spending? no point buying so much also. it seems so long since i caught up with you guys.
thanks koi..
hmm this mayday song is like really nice. haha can go yanru's blog to listen.
突然好想你
五月天词曲:阿信
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自己属于 我自己
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品
我们 那么甜那么美那么相信 那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息
momo must buck up le. momo is afraid of the coming of 23rd. :( momo should stop emo-ing.
most importantly, momo wants to be happy.
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now or never
James blunt's i really want you sounds nice. ah.
and ya. probably im just foolish.but i just did what i wanted. now or never.
bon jovi.its my life:
It's my life It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever I just want to live while I'm alive My heart is like an open highway Like Frankie said I did it my way I just wanna live while I'm alive It's my life
lifehouse.Days go by:
So all the memories fadeAnd the days go byForget the lonely yesterdays in mindI know it's never gonna be the way you likeI know you don't wanna think about the endlessness you findYou wait forever blindthings are getting so ex. no mood to spend..
feels so bad to reject outings. ah. koi, dinner some other day ba? jm, k another day ba?
dogs are sure cute stuff ah..
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Friday, December 12, 2008
christmas, a special day. 31dec, another special day. sorry eug, i wont simply spend the special days with anyone.
幸福是要自己争取的。快乐只有自己能给。
好想过一个浪漫的白色圣诞。
唱k?
why is it that i feel that im the most foolish woman on earth. save me.
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
轨迹
怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
的发香散的匆忙我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻那想念的身影
如果说分手是痛苦的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白我会发着呆
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
回想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪
模糊了视线
你会看不见
我会学着放弃你,是因为我太爱你。
thanks for the friends who loved and cared. you've made me happier.
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Thursday, December 4, 2008
i'll be happy if i know what i really want.
am i holding on because im afraid of letting go?
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
(: exams ended.
results coming out on 23rd. :(
xmas coming.but why dont i feel happy.will it be a nice white romantic xmas for me? :(
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