Wednesday, May 20, 2009
sometimes i wonder what keeps friendships going. is it that special chemistry? then how temporal is it? how long will it last?
friends drift apart after some time, even if they were so very close to you. how sad. you hoped to return to the past. but well..suddenly you feel so foreign to a group of friends. you look at their photos, feeling so distant from them. you feel that you arent that significant afterall. isnt it weird?
true friends are those who try to maintain the r/s with u, or those whom u noe u'll still remain as close no matter how long you havent met each other.
i am thankful for the friends who stayed. those, whom i believe will stay till the very end with me. those who were there for me when i was down. like dear wy who rushed down to meet me the day when i broke down a couple of mths ago. to those who are leaving for overseas prog, i'll miss you!
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
im becoming a couch potato... maybe i rly need to diet sia. sian sian sian. just had buffet. ate like nothing happening. shucks.
kids can be rly adorable and sweet..some girls are really gentle! i like! if im a guy i'll like gentle girls. lk huiqi, she talks in a gentle and sweet voice.. she was asking "jiejie, you got bf rite.. so pretty sure have one"... kids (i mean girls in general) are rly adorable.. they lie bluff or whatever to get ur attention... so naive and cute...hahhas. i prefer girls to boys, still. boys can get rly rly irritating.
hais. i really dont want 29th to come..having some weird feelings. :( i know i shdnt worry too much. but i cant help it.
so glad i met up with dear wy ytd! hope she can settle her stuff soon!
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hols!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
RAR super angry. blogger ate up my long post. screams!
hais. i have decided to do it. its so scary! but better to put it to an end asap. i am sorry. 拖拖拉拉不是很痛苦吗?
ytd was fun! went shopping with juans and ah meng! as usual ah meng was so super gentlemanly. help us carry all our stuff.. then he treated to yuan yang with pearls! then koi came to pass me the notes ltr. as usual, ah meng did the honour of carrying it. then he treated to movie! wolverine! thank you man! juans says woa a good catch ah. i totally agree! thumbs up for him! a man who doesnt mind spending on his friends and probably gf.
in my opinion, a good guy need not pay for the girl's meal. but a gentlemanly guy should offer to pay; but the girl shouldnt accept the offer since the guy isnt working as well.. its the act of being gentlemanly tt matters i guess?
then went over to jc's hse to stayover! a pity its kinda late so cldnt talk much...:/ looking forward to more fun tmr! yays! im sick of working alr. rarr. looking forward to freshman orientation camp! whee!
better train man.. or else i'll put on weight... lazy me!
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Friday, May 8, 2009
sia la.
i really dont know how to handle this kinda things. sometimes when you dont have it, you long for it. but when u get it, u dont want it.
im feeling ever so guilty for making you disappointed. rarrr.siansian.
why. im still the undecisive me. i dont know i dont know.chatted with
ah meng on the phone. and idiot him remind me of it and ma. i dont want 29 may to come seriously. cant imagine going through this so many many times.
ok glad hols will be a packed and fun filled one! wheeee. dont let time pass so fast!
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
im losing my voice. shouted too much. :(
kenderick!
hais. really grateful for all that you've done. maybe im too selfish nia. i still want to enjoy.
dont let 29 may come. im scared! sulks!
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
woots! im a happy woman now. i promise to make the best use of this hols.
ok i signed up for ogl! woots! funfunfun. maybe will try bizcom next sem. ok i like the freedom i have now. i dont want any changes.
one day, i woke up with my PL sch creed in mind.
I would be pure for there are those who care
I would be strong for there is much to suffer
Iwould be brave for there is much to dare
Iwould be friend of all - the foe, the friendless
I would be giving and forget the gift
I would be humble, for I know myweakness.
I realise how meaningful it is.
and kids are damn noisy and rebellious! rarrrr.
i like kenderick! charismatic boy!(:
I am responsible for my life. I will make myself happy! i will stay strong. persevere.
你说你能为我改变,但可惜我做不到。
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